Storm/Aftermath

Saturday morning, my classmates and I are waiting for our Biochem teacher to arrive. As usual, she's always late. But we thought of leaving because our Bioethics teacher canceled our class in the afternoon on that same day. My friend said, "Fen, uwi na tayo". But I insisted not to leave kasi sayang attendance. While we're making our RUSH assignment, nakita namin si ma'am na paakyat na. So, natuloy yung class pero medyo maaga kami nadismiss.

By 10:30, Me, AC and Jazzie decided to go to Jazzie's house to play Fatal Frame and to watch Skip Beat. Pero dala ni Jazzie laptop niya so they rushed to ride a pedicab. So I was left behind. Edi sa dorm ako dumiretso to change clothes. But it turned out that, NAKATULOG AKO. It was between 10:30 to 11 o'clock nung natulog ako. 12:30pm, I was awaken by the ring of the phone in my unit. Sabi sken, "Fen, ibaba mo lahat ng twalya niyo diyan. Yung mga classmates natin ee basang basa." Lumabas ako ng kwarto pero di ako nagdala ng towel. Naalimpungatan kaya ako! So sumilip ako sa may terrace ng second floor. Nakita ko sila, basang basa. I though it was caused by the rain. Sabi nung classmate ko, "Fen, pengeng towel. Pati na din alcohol. Sinugod namin yung baha." So parang napaisip ako, BAHA? OMFG. Ang taas ng nung baha!! BASTA YUN. So pinayagan ni Kuya Mike, which is the ADMIN ng dorm/condo/apartment ko. ahhaaha.

Nung unang baba ko, mga bandang 12:35 nga, nasa may labas pa ng lobby yung flood.
Tapos bumaba ulit kami ng bandang 5:30-6, yung water ee umabot na dun sa lobby ng dorm. Ee ang taas kaya ng dorm! Scary.


Grabe. Ang scary nung water kasi super taas niya. Nandun kami ng walang food and everything. Good things, there's water. Thanks to lee! She gaved me three bottles of 1liter of absolute water. ahhaa.

There's no electricity to charge our phone. May generator pero ang iniisip lang namin ee puro SOUNDTRIP. o.0 DAMN! It was kind of awkward. Nag-iisang lalaki lang kasi ako. Pero mababait silang lahat! We're not that close sa classroom pero nagkasundo kami. :3 Ang bait talaga nila sken, XEMPRE! Sakin sila nakikitulog. JOKE.

Ang hirap kasi NO SIGNAL. NOT ENOUGH BATTERY. NO FOOD. SIKSIKAN. :|

Usually, hindi talaga binabaha yung street namin, pero grbe, pinasok yung bahay namin. This was the first time, as in ever! Na bumaha samin. DAMN DRAINAGE, FLOOD, RAIN, and especially DAMN YOU ONDOY!

SUNDAY morning. The flood was GONE but not totally gone kasi baha pa din sa kalsada.
T'was a DISASTER. Yung mga car na lumubog, grbe. Yung scenes na nakikita ko sa movies eee nakita ko na. Balita ko ee lumubog daw yung school and hospital. So JP and I went there. Macky and Danao ee nauna dun. Basta sa school, almost 2nd floor na yung baha. Tapos yung hospital, grbe. Cars are on the entrance of the hospital. Labas lang naman yung nakita ko ee. Lahat talaga ee nilubog. Pumunta kaming savemore to buy foods coz we're STARVING! Nagulat kami, pati savemore talaga ee nilubog ng todo. Grbe.

JOY texted me, "Asan ka?" So sabi ko, nasa dorm. Maya maya dumating sila. Ang dami nila. Tinanong ko, "San kayo nastranded?". They said, sa SM. Tapos nagkwento sila ng experience nila dun. Basta, pangMOVIE talaga yung nangyari sa foodcourt. Lubog na lubog nga nung nakita ko eee.

Sumabay nako kay Joy and Chastine umuwi. Di kami bumaba sa Katipunan kasi baha pa din daw sa Riverbanks nung time na yun. So santolan kami. E hindi macontact ni Joy yung Father niya. Talagang tnry ni Joy na icontact. So sa tagal naming nandun, lumapit sakin si Soleil na naiiyak na. Nastranded din kasi yung parents niya. BASTA YUN NA YUN. hahhahaha.

E hindi kami masundo kasi hindi talaga macontact. So nilakad namin simula Santolan station hanggang BAYAN. Ibang route yung nilakad namin ee. We're walking BAREFOOTED sa PUTIK kasi mahirap pag nakaslippers ka. 1hour+ kaming naglakad sa makapal at madulas na putik na yun. Pero di pa kami malapit sa pupuntahan namin, Luckily, may nagsakay samin sa truck! Tumingin tingin ako sa paligid, grbe talaga. Puro putik. AS IN!

Super binaha din yung house nila Joy. Lahat ng furnitures nila ee basa. Dun muna kami tumuloy kasi hinihintay ko yung dad ko na sunduin niya ko. I'm with JOY, chast, augie, and soliel. Ayun, dumating na din si dad pero sinamahan muna namin si joy maggrocery. Grbe, AGAWAN talaga sa WATER. Tapos putikan yung mga tao. ADIK.

Edi pauwi na kami, kasama ko si Soleil kasi dun ko muna siya pinatulog sa bahay. Kinakabahan ako kasi baka kung may anung nangyari sa bahay namin. Ayun, SUPER PUTIK TALAGA. Pero nung dumating ako, wala na masyado. Nilinis na nila. Grbe. Yung floor namin sa 1st floor is carpet all over. o.0 WALA. Tinanggal na lang kasi pinutik din ee. :|



Let's pray for each other lalu na ngayun na may paparating na bagong storm. I'm scared. :| Andito na kasi ako sa bahay ee. :|

LYRICS

Lyrics of LATER by Fra Lippo Lippi and Doushite by DBSK. :D

Later
by Fra Lippo Lippi

How can you come with me
When you knew all along that you had to go
How could you watch me sleep close to you
Pretending not to know

How could you memorize my name
And forget who I am
How could you think you're still the same
Believing I can

REFRAIN:
It's too late to start pretending
It's too late for a new beginning
Later than the sunset
Later than the rain
Later than never
To love you again

How could you ask for more
Than an innocent smile
Trust in me to stay
How could you close the door
And leave me here
Supposing I'm okay

How could you break down my disguise
And uncover my fears
How could you look into my eyes
Ignoring my tears

Repeat REFRAIN

Yeah, yeah
Oh
It's too late

Source: http://www.lyricsdownload.com/fra-lippo-lippi-later-lyrics.html



Doushite
by DBSK

[Romanji]
Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Koko ni iru to omotetta noni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattandarou
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba wakatteta noni
Mou todoukanai

Hajimete deatta sono hikara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitanda
Amari ni shizen ni tokikonde shimatta futari

Doko ni iku nori mo isshou de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otonaninatte kita

Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
Mou kaerenai

Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni negatteru kimi wo

Boku janai hito no tonari de
Shukufukusareteru sugata wo
Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Ano koro no bokura no kokoro
Mou modoranai
Kangaeta (mou modoranai) kangaeta

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Boku no yuko ni iru hazu datta
Sono mama ni

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba hanareteite mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikute mo
Sabishikutemo

Source: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/dbsk/doushite_kimi_wo_suki_ni_natte_shimattandarou.html

[English]
Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here
But you chose a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melted together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

For the day that holds a special meaning
For the day where we can stand with happy faces
For you looking beautiful while praying to god

Next to the person who is not me
There is the figure of someone truly blessed
So how am I supposed to see you off?

So why have I fallen for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You were supposed to be at my side (just like that)

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

Source: http://www.imeem.com/people/d8Eb9CL/blogs/2008/06/19/njh_uNWB/dbskdoushite-kimi-wo-suki-ni-natte-shimattan-darou-english-lyrics

FAILURE

don't think na this is EMOish.
i'm just expressing myself. LOOOOOOOLS.

RM is full of surprises. >>from Jeremiah.

I super duper agree coz ang dami talagang surprises.
This month, lagi na lang akong umiiyak eee.
UNA, ayoko na kasi mag-aral!
PANGALAWA, emotional stress? wala man lang nagcocomfort. haiiii.
PANGATLO, masyado akong nag-iisip sa bagay na di dapat isipin. HUWAAAAT?~

grabe.
ayaw akong lubayan ng problems.
i don't know why. :'(

hindi ko lang talaga lubusang maisip. haiiii.
i thought okay na ulet. but i have so many DOUBT.
i hate myself for being so UBER pessimist.

AZAR na CHN yaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!
nagbreak down tuloy ako, UNEXPECTEDLY.
nakakahiya. LOOOOOLS.
gumagawa ng eksena ee. ahahaha.

sa mga FRIENDS ko na nakakabasa nito, THANK YOU VERY MUCH sa pagcomfort sakin.
sana mabasa to ni mariae joy! ahaha. ewan ko ba. kelangan ko na sigurong ilabas tong dinadamdam ko. ang dami na kasi ee. and its hard to pretend that you're happy kahit na hindi diba? awwwwwwwww. ahaha.

it's really difficult kasi i can predict things na mga pwedeng mangyare.
pero bat yung sarili ko? dko kaya!
isnt it too unfair?


FRIENDSHIP over LOVE.
what will you choooooooose?

ako?
FRIENDSHIP.
ang love kasi, its not important ee.
di kasi minamadali ang love di ba?
true love waits but TRUE FRIENDS are RARE.
ahahaha.
dko gets sinabi ko.
basta! ahaha.
friends are important to me, well, it depends. :)) ahahaha.
why waste friendship to some WORTHLESS THINGS.






~you've abandoned me ONCE, are going to abandon me again? :3

Horoscope

It's kinda late. Pero for the sake na makapagpost ako ng Blog, ipopost ko pa rin.




Kanina ko lang nabasa yung dyaryo namin nung August 29. So since i'm not fond of reading newspaper coz it's kinda boring, naghahanap ako ng page na pwede kong basahin. :| sorry aa. ahahaha. Anyways. Naghahanap ako nung mga comics blah blah. Tapos nakita ko yung mga Horoscope. I was born nung January 24, sooooo, Aquarius ako. :p
eto yung akin.
--- Patawarin mo na siya. Matagal na din ang panahong lumipas. Alisin mo na ang anumang galit sa puso mo. Panahon na para mag-move on.

o.0

ayun. :|

yah. i realized na it's really time to move on na kasi i'm jusyt wasting my time. higit sa lahat, di naman pwedeng drepressed ako forever dahil sa kanya! ahahahaha. tama naman di ba? ;)
ahaha. anyways. ang gaganda din ATA nung sa ibang horoscopes. :p ahahaha.




~그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던... 이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래...
~I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are... From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way...

Princess' Dream

Once upon a time, there was a princess dreaming for her prince charming.

The girl became very lonely.

Her father gathered all of the princes in all the land.

All of them tried to impress her but no one was worthy.


One day, the princess was wandering in the garden.

She saw a boy.

The boy waved to the princess.

The princess moved closer to him.

They had a nice conversation.

They became...

close.....

attached to each other.....


The princess felt that she met her prince charming.

She introduced the boy to her father.

They got married.


The boy was crowned as King.

The princess was crowned as Queen.





The Queen thought that it was a perfect marriage.

Later on,

The Queen noticed that the King was changing.......

like he was another person....



The King abused his powers.

chaos has started.

The Queen wanted to move away from the King but she loves the King so much.

The King ignores the Queen COMPLETELY.

The King sent the Queen to a far land with her people.

She left all of her riches in their kingdom.



The Queen realized that...

...that BOY only wants her kingdom.

...that BOY only wants her power.



NOW,

she became a simple girl,

simple villager.

dreaming for a man.

that will accept and love her,

whatever, whoever she is.





~it's a matter of respect and acceptance. :D



i made this after kong matapos yung maple tree.
ahaha.
mas gusto ko pa rin yung maple tree.
eto kasi, parang mali yung mga nagamit na terms and also magulo yung takbo ng story.
sorry naman! di ako marunong ee. :(
comments, suggestion are much appreciated. thank you. :3

MAPLE TREE

As I glanced at the window,
I saw a quiet boy
sitting under a maple tree

I thought that the boy was weird
coz he was just sitting there
under that maple tree

While I'm staring at him,
I felt something inside,
a feeling that I can't hide

There's a certain look on his face
that made my heart stumble

Later on,
I started to approach him

I talked to him,
with his deep voice
with his beautiful eyes
with his perfect smile

OH NO!
I think.....
I'm falling for him!

As my feelings started to grow,
I noticed that the boy started to move away from me

WHY!??!
I don't understand
I thought these were mutual feelings?!

Then, I started to realize that....







the boy was just using me,
so he can move away from that..
MAPLE TREE.

~I made this while waiting for our Biochem Teacher earlier this morning

lols! I didn’t think that I would make this story/ poem. Well, I really don’t know! Ahaha. Anyways. I just thought of expressing my feelings in other ways. Tama naman di ba? :D critics, suggestions, corrections are much appreciated.

After watching...

After watching Transformers 2,
WOOOOW!
ahahaha.
It was HONTOU SUGOI!
Di ko pa talaga napapanood yung first movie nito...
Medyo naguluhan ako nung una. :))
But so far so good! :))
lols.
Eee kasi yung kasama ko!
Sabi niya, di pa daw niya napapanood yung una,,
kwento ng kwento naman!
Ahahahahha. :))
OVERALL~
SUGOI talaga!
Ang saya.
Hmmmmm.

NEXT STOP!

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOODED PRINCE!

<3

TRANSFORMERS 2!

Today, me and my friend, Justin Esteves. :))
Eeee manunuod kami ng sine!
BAKA lang.
I'm worried kasi sa weather eee.
Anyways, ayun nga.
Gusto namin manuod talaga so niyaya ko siya.
Eee gusto niyang kasama ee yung special SOMEONE niya.
Pero ayaw nung girl. Tssss. :)) WAWA!
Eee ako, wala akong mahatak ee. :))
So no choice, kaming dalawa na lang manunuod. :))

Madaming nagsasabi na maganda daw yung transformers. :))
Di ko pa napapanuod yung 1 ee! Ahahaha.
Pero under the influence of ROBOTICS and everything. :))
SIGE! ahahaha.
Gusto ko din talaga panuorin yun ee. :))
Kahit 2 na yun. :))

SINONG GUSTO SUMAMA!
wahahahahaha!

Transformers! IKUZUUUUU! :3

Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 4

Persona 4 is currently my favorite RPG game in PS2.
Next to Persona 3. :))
But the story is different.
Same thing here is they have PERSONAs. :))
lols.
Ain't it obvious???
Sa title pa lang eee. :))
The main character here is Souji Seta.
The event started when the police saw a hanging woman.
Nakahang siya sa ANTENNA ng TV. :))
Yung malalaki.
BASTA!
Its very unusual to have a murder case like that di ba?
Tapos one time, Souji, Yosuke and Chie went to Junes.
Nandun sila sa may appliance area. :))
Junes is a department store. :))
HAHAHA! Anlayu ng pagkaSKIP ko sa story.
SPOILER eee! :))
Souji began to insert his hand in the BIG TV.
Basta.
Nagkagulo silang tatlo.
Nagpanic sila kasi yung ULO ni Souji ee nasa loob na ng TV.
So ang nangyari, nagkatulakan sila.
They end up entering the TV.
Its so foggy inside the TV.
They began to search for their way out.
After searching, they go back to the place where they started.
Kung san sila nahulog nung pumasok sila sa TV. :))
Nakasalubong nila si TEDDIE.
Teddie is living inside the tv.
Nagagalit siya kasi meron daw nagtatapon ng tao sa loob ng tv. :))

TEDDIE HONTOU KAWAIII!! <3

Tignan niyo yung picture na nasa kanan.
Si teddie un nasa may lower left.
Yung blondie.
PERO! Boy yun aaahhh!
Yung totoong form niya ee eto.



BASTA!
Play this game.
:))
It has many twist!
Parang nung Persona 3 lang to.
At first, it was kind of BORING.
Pag nadala ka na sa game, maeexcite ka dahil sa mga twist.
It has 3 endings. :))
The ending depends on the player.
Ang hirap iexplain eeee. :))
SUGOI!

My cosplay group is planning to have a PERSONA3xPERSONA4 costume trip in our anniversary! :))
Sana matuloy. :(
Coz we're experiencing some difficulties and some ISSUES sa isa't isa.
haiii nako!
AWAY na naman!
Ayaw akong lumabayan ng away ee.
Di ako pala away ahh. :((

Teddie KAWAIIIII~
wooooot~

PERSONA 3

Persona 3 is one of my favorite RPG game in PS2.

Well, I started from Persona 2 in PS1 but DAMMIT!! i can't finish that game! :))
It's kinda hard for starters LIKE ME. :))
Anyways, Persona 3 is about a male high school student.
His name is Minato Arisato.
Minato transferred to Gekkoukan high school.
Hahahahaha! SPOILER!
It's a good game actually. :))
Persona 3 has two parts: The Journey and The Answer.
When I bought my CD, wala pa yung The Answer.
I don't know! ahahahaha!
Maybe at that time, wala pa yung ganung version.
So ayun, I thought that it was a BORING game.
Well, if you're not patient. :)) You'll find it BORING. :))
SOOOO, nung tumagal, parang nadadala nako nung game. :))
(sa super walang magawa!)
ee nung kalagitnaan na!
SHEEETssss.
Naghang!
So I was really frustrated.
Then after a few months, nakalimutan ko na yung Persona 3.
Tapos nung pumunta ako ulet sa mall para bumili ng cd, nakita ko un Persona 3 FES.
So parang naalala ko na kailangan kong tapusin yun game na yun. :))
Nung nilalaro ko na yung game, nakalagay sa menu ee yung The Journey and The Answer.
So I thought na ibang version na yun. :))
I chooseeeeee The Journey.
Ayun, parehas lang yung unang nilaro ko tska un journey.
So sinubukas ko yung answer.
I find it hard kasi diko pa natatapos yung story nung una. :))
Edii no choice....
Tinapos ko na lang un journey.
Gulat ako sa ending ee.
Ahahahaha.
So ngayon, dko matuloy tuloy yung The Answer. :))
Hirap eee. :)) nakakatamad! AHAHA!

TRY NIYO! dali! para dumami tayong persona adddiiikkks!


My cosplay group is planning on making this as our theme in our Anniversary on NOVEMBER.
Sana matuloy! :))

PERSONA kakkoi!

editing picture. :3

this past few days, i noticed that i was kind of addicted in editing picture.
:))
lols.
pero hindi ako nag-eedit sa photoshop huh!
sira kasi PC ko kaya nawala na yung photoshop namin dito. :((
anyways.
ishare ko lang yung iba kong edited pics. :3
lols.
JOKE.
isa lang!
ahahahaha.


HERE ya go!
di naman ako ganun kagaling. >___<
dko kasi makalkal yung photoshop!
kasi naman eee. :))


wala lang.
basta lang nakapagpost ako ng blog. lols.
ahahaaaaa.

i'm back!

wooooot~

super tagal na since i had this account.
nagkaroon kasi ISSUE about my blog sa school ko dati ee.
>___<
so i have to delete ALL my blogs and change the url. HMP!
ahahaha.
i should have know!
marami pala yung mga nagbabasa ng blog ko ee.
yan tuloy!
napaaway ako. :))
well, totoo naman kasi yung mga sinasabi ko about THAT person!!

anyways.
i'm back talaga!
hopefully, i could post daily blogs or weekly blogs.
my schedule is FLOODED!
lols. :))



it's so difficult to be a college student. >__<
you manage to GO OUTSIDE without making up reasons, right?
but!!
your allowance is LIMITED!
unlike when i was in high school. :(
pag humingi ako ng money sa dad ko,
BIGAY agad!
lols.
so i have to be thrifty!
waaaaaaaaaaa!



sooo. hanggang dito muna.
i guess?
ahahaha.
i have my 2 days break!
its a good thing na nagkaroon kami ng suspension ng classes.
pero.....
WORST situation IS
pag bumalik kami on thursday,
for sure!
malaki yung balik smen.
kasi we have to pay the days na nawala.
hmp!
ayoko na nu. :p